A new Creation

In Him I am a new creation (2 Corinthians 5:17)

Well I have been divorced over a year now. God has healed me. I have lost 40 pounds and become a partial blond... LOL. The most important thing is that I have a new heart. I'm ready to love again and grow again into who God wants me to be. Now I just need to have ears to listen to what I am supposed to do next. I have wonderful friends and lots of interests but sometimes I still get lonely. I sit in my house with my chores all done and think now what? I long for a family to take care of and do things with. Meals to cook and homework to help with. Will I ever get that?

Changes

Well my life has changed a bit since I last blogged. I'm getting divorced. It has been one of the hardest things I have had to deal with. My ex was verbally abusive. After a while of living with someone like that you start to belive what you hear. I'm in the process of healing and getting myself back. Its amazing that I don't miss him. I am yet on another diet but this one seems to be working because I have lost 15 pounds. The diet is www.medifast.com I like it because it is simple and I only have to concetrate on making one perfect meal a day. Also it is nutritionally balanced. The carbs are under 100 and the calories are around 1200 or lower. So I'm hoping it will work. I already feel lighter. I am still taking metformin and cinnamon. Am holding off on the fertility herbs right now because I don't need them.

God bless!